This Inner Twist (Officium Triste)

All Dreams and Hopes are lost Everything’s shattered I’d rather leave it all be And move on to something better ‘cause it sickens me it’s all so unreal twisting inside of me What will be better? What am I to expect? Fields of Fire Or some peace of mind Is this a decision I’m going to regret This inner twist Messing with my head All dreams and hopes are lost Everything’s shattered What will be better? What am I to expect? Fields of Fire Or a heavenly choir This Inner Twist It’s getting Worse Is there a reason to exist Or am I cursed All these questions In my mind No one can answer No more smiles No more laughter As I sink Into the depths Of eternal misery.