Moments Of Delight (Ivory Tower)

Since was born into this world I've been longing to take my place But every chair that I reached seemed engaged Everyone said I shouldn't be there If life was a movie and I were the headliner Would the audience celebrate me? This is one question of thousands and millions That has been torturing me I'm digging down, down, digging down, down Close to the abyss I fall back into habits In a nutshell ... It breaks my fall Didn't want to hear clever advice Always thought mine was the best of all Tried to prove black is white, changed the day into night Hurt without noticing it In the end of it all remains nothing at all But loneliness and infinite fall I'm digging down, down, digging down, down But when you feel the love is there You're overwhelmed, your hearts aware These are the days of peaceful life These are the moments of delight Over the day my shadow are haunting me Afraid of the whole world around Hard on the surface but weakness there under Flavored with fear to the core