Playing Victim (Modern Day Escape)

This struggle's Enough to get carried away Drown out in the oceans I'm locked here inside my head Try and float away To ease the pain But my anchors Keep me at bay I feel like there's nothing left There's a gun to my head It's driving me crazy I'll hide away and Pretend that I'm dead And let you all win I love playing victim So tired and ashamed Of what I became Tuck my tail between my legs And walk away Give up on everything I'll hang my head in shame I gotta' break I've gotta' break free I feel like there's nothing left There's a gun to my head It's driving me crazy I'll hide away and Pretend that I'm dead And let you all win I love playing victim I'll dig myself a grave I'll hide away Bury all the pain deep inside I'm living a lie After a lie After a lie I feel like there's nothing left There's a gun to my head It's driving me crazy I'll hide away and Pretend that I'm dead And let you all win I love playing victim