Amitriptyline (Vanderslice John)

So long, goodbye By order of the pasadena court So long, goodbye 500 milligrams are needed everyday Held down by a pharmaceutical hand Are needed everyday So we can regulate My uncontrollable rage Remember me as I was Too much life And oh too much love Last week my lastly stunning stunt Top tier my jumping chandelier That's why I'm here Amitriptyline I was a quiet lunchbox lonely little boy Reading sci-fi broken treehouse on the shore At nineteen the talking in my head Got harder to understand No work, no school, drifting, a failing satellite Don't feel sorry for me I've been happy too Manic, kindly, blinding, high-res euphoria Please remember me as I was The crowning dove The clowning judge Sad king alone in the western wing Holding foe's laughing, severed head That's why I'm here Amitriptyline