The River (Tapping the Vein)

I'm Going To The River And There I'm Going To Swim Until I Sink. I've Been Drowning Here Forever. So, It Won't Make A Difference To Me. Don't You See What The Buzz Is? Look At Me. I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. If I Don't Go To The River I'm Going To Crawl Into A Hole And Fill Me In. This Thing Will Suffocate Me. So, You See, The Only Difference Is When. I Don't Know What The Trick Is. Look At Me. I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. I've Waited So Long That I Can Smell The Rotting Of My Brain And I'm Shaking And I'm Stammering And Tasting The Sting Of My Failure. Look At Me. I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. Look At Me I Am Nothing But A Need, This Need. Everyday I See Rage In The Mirror. It's Dripping From Me; Throbbing Through Me. I Can't Be Any Clearer And I Can See It Right There. It's On My Wall And It's Frightening Me.