Flipside Of Reality (Gardenian)

Why did I do such a thing to myself, my family and friends I distracted them with lies I thought they were blind but yet they saw What was I doing to me I was so blind Ain't got the time Ain't got the time to straighten up myself I fooled everyone with my tearfilled eyes but not only with lies Also with my cries I figured I was better but really I don't know Cause nothing exists! In my head those voices screaming wake me up I must be dreaming In my head those voices screaming dreaming No one can ever drag me back to shoot I've got my own free choice Working with learning other people to know how to handle it And accepting all the lies Fiction reality makes 'em cry I got my own free choices Ain't got the time Ain't got the time To straighten up myself Fall down again Falling again to the Flipside of reality