Best I Can (Decyfer Down)

Been thinking about All of those lies that you heard me say I can't make them go away Been thinking about All the mistakes you've seen me make When I can barely hold on You promise you won't let me go And I want you to know I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm not lying about who I am But now I'm living the best I can Been thinking about It's so hard to see what you see in me Would you lay it out for me? Been thinking about This isn't the way I thought I would be When I can barely hold on You promise you won't let me go And I want you to know I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm not lying about who I am But now I'm living the best I can I'm breaking down And now I've found A reason to make it This time around No matter where I go I want you to know I know that I'm never alone I want you to know I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm not lying about who I am But now I'm living the best I can No matter where I go I want you to know I'm living the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm not lying about who I am Now I'm living the best I can