I Don't Understand (Splender)

When I'm asleep I leave the light on And try to breathe Relive the moment I was born I feel the breeze It feels electric Then mockery Another headache I reject Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know Now I'm awake I leave the light on And take a swim Beneath the rocks and undertow I try to scream I don't remember where I've been A trampoline Another lack of oxygen Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know I open my mouth but there's Nothing to swallow down I'm scratching my face like there's Something, farther down It's like a drug I turn the light off And pull the plug But still it always comes back on Suppose you change your mind And back again Suppose you had more time And adrenaline