Still Life (Dawn Golden)

I held you in my arms just yesterday. When you lie you always touch your hair When you tell me that he wasn't there. You called me when you woke up And you stayed calm because I choked up And maybe we're both fucked Or maybe I'm just bad luck. So I'll make up my bed Try to get high Try to forget what you said Then I'll call you again. Because I can't sleep. I don't feel like I used to And you don't look like you want to And your skin crawls and my jaw clicks It's not bad if you're used to it Not broke if it can't be fixed Not real if you question it Not clean if we're still a mess And we're still a mess. You get sick so you quit school And we're dead broke but it fits you And it's not like it won't get you too. I was just like you. So I make up my bed Try to get clean Try to forget you instead Then I call you again. Because I can't sleep.