Ever Since (Cardiant)

Every time the morning comes The wall is always higher Desire stands still Every time you try to be awake The see-through smile reminds you That your place is in the darkened room With a girl who'd never speak to you Oh, how you miss her And you know she feels the same Can you name your fear? Can you look her in the eye? Can you feel she's near? Or is she just a plague in your mind? Ever since you've dreamed of love The spite has gotten stronger This game is too wicked for you The burden in your heart Won't hide the bruises on her skin Dancing in the crimson room With the girl who never rejected you Oh, how you love her And she has to feel the same Can you name your fear? Can you look her in the eye? Can you feel she's near? Or is she just a plague in your mind? Good riddance to your beauty Your life's been good to you I'm trying to change But it's getting more painful every day Good riddance to your beauty You life's been good to you I'm trying to change But it's getting more painful every day While you're alive! Alive! They need more security They need more protection They need to be in charge They need more placebo It is so unitive when you have the one to claim But it's not constant - it's just a part of change It feels so hollow if there is no-one to blame And the way I see it's you or me So it's you who has to die Good riddance to your beauty Your life's been good to you I'm trying to change But it's getting more painful every day While you're alive Good riddance to your beauty Your life's been good to you I'm trying to change But it's getting more painful Good riddance to your beauty Your life's been good to you But it's getting more painful every day While you're alive!