Swallowing Knives (Handguns)

You say it's time for me to give in And forgive and forget those awful things you did You say it's time for me to grow up To know my age and act it, bury the hatchet now I've spent some time These past few nights Alone in my head with an ax to grind Loosing my mind Swallow my pride But it just feels Like I have been swallowing knives I can't count how many times you've let me down I'm so sick of pretending That I want you around I've spent some time These past few nights Alone in my head with an ax to grind Loosing my mind Swallow my pride But it just feels Like I have been swallowing knives