Not My Plan (Jelen Ben)

Every day I write the book And how the story changes The people come and go The feelings stay the same Tell me what's wrong Show me the moon that I fell from Help me to find where I belong Here on this earth It's getting harder to return All the lessons I have learned The knowledge I have gained Somehow the tables turned Was I lost out in space? Was I looking to find an altered state? Wanting to save the human race? Here on this earth I weighted it down Across my heart But when I fell back I had no start I have to pretend To make my amends But I must admit This was not my plan This was not my plan This was not my way at all This was not my plan