Whole Again (BEDlight for blueEYES)

I've left this place many times before but tonight tonight's the first i meant goodbye because this town i grew up in these streets that i know they are paved with my failures and the seeds that i've sewn i know i wont get another try to make things right All my life i've searched for something to make me whole again the perfect words i've found are better left unsaid I've driven this road many times before but tonight tonights the first i know inside that the towns i've not been to the streets i don't know hold my hopes and my somedays as my story unfolds i know i've lost so much to live this life but i'll be alright All my life i've searched for something to make me whole again the perfect words i've found are better left unsaid and all my life i've had that something to make me whole again been through it all to find it's in me in the end I still go back to the day and i think about how you came in my life and saved me from myself you have all you had and all you didn't i wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for all our years and it's clear i could have died without you you loved me when i couldn't love myself You're the dream i can't replace but some wrongs just can't be erases it's been brighter since the dawn one look back i'm moving on i finally see the light it won't be long but i had to live every word of this song All my life i've searched for something to make me whole again the perfect words i've found are better left unsaid and all my life i've had that something to make me whole again been through it all to find it's in me in the end