Father's Gun (Dystopia)

Got a gun Its a real one Should be fun My fathers gun A new feeling Load bullets one by one Cold steel in my hand Click click. try me I visit it every day Time passes but i can't stay away Im lonely I have no one Its just me and my gun Got my gun A revolution Against me My worst enemy I don't have no one I don't want no one And i show no love To anyone on the other side of the gun What have i become A threat to me and the ones i love Stare at the mirror and spit on my reflection Tears stain my bed I write a letter to my mom and dad Telling them their son has failed them once again Gun in my mouth I pull he trigger The same story A dead son A fathers gun