Engraved Invitation (Harper Ben)

I wish I was a thought I'd run all through your mind And come out being everything You ever tried to find Life's the longest picture You're ever gonna take Love's the longest promise That you're ever gonna break I wish I could yell sorry Louder than I screamed All of those other things I said but didn't mean Some days I'm the lord's servant Some days I'm satan's pawn Some days I just wish The voices in my head were gone The sun's a moon that warms you The moon's a sun with no heat The sky above is to remind you What's under your feet This life's not big enough To fit our love inside 'cause I remember you from heaven The last time I died It's an engraved invitation To leave all this time we've been wasting