My Never (Blue October)

Will you think of me, In time? It's never my luck, So nevermind. I wanna say your name, But the pain starts Again, It's never my luck, So nevermind. I had a dream that you were with me, And it wasn't my fault, You roll me over, Flipped me over, Like a somersault. And that doesn't happen to me I've never been here before I saw forever in my never, And I stood outside her Heaven. Will you wait for me, In time, It's never my luck, So never mind. And yeah I've lost a lot of what I never expect to ever return I tend to push 'em 'til the pushing's turned from hurting to burn, I always take them to that place they always wanted to go, Then end up dancing 'round This clown commands, Applause at a show... I had a dream that you were with me, And it wasn't my fault, You roll me over, Flipped me over, Like a somersault. And that doesn't happen to me I've never been here before I saw forever in my never, And I stood outside her Heaven. And I could only dream of you and sleep, But I never see sunlight again, I can try to be with you, but some how I'll end up just losing a friend, And I can only reach for you Relate to you, I'm losing my friend... Where did she go? Where? I had a dream that you were with me, And it wasn't my fault, You roll me over, Flipped me over, Like a somersault. And that doesn't happen to me I've never been here before I saw forever in my never, And I stood outside her Heaven. Will you let me into your heaven?