Big Lie (Sara Haze)

Ohhh. I gotta secret, it's haunting me Sometimes I wanna tell you, I'm not what I seem. It breaks my heart, when I look in your eyes You see me smile, but I'm alone inside. Happiness depends on the silence that I keep. I know that I should tell you, I can't bring myself to speak I'm so disguised, I don't know what's true. I kills me when I see what it does, to you. It's a big big lie, You're about to see through & I don't know why, it's all that I can do It's a big big lie, I'm hiding from you I don't love myself, how can I love you? How can I love you? I toss and turn, I can't sleep. Why am I so lonely when your right next to me? It's building up inside me, I can hardly breathe, You're lying there so peaceful, I just wanna scream It's a big big lie, You're about to see through & I don't know why, it's all that I can do It's a big big lie, I'm hiding from you I don't love myself, how can I love you? How can I love you? I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it, Hear the words that I don't say, yeah. Someone tell me how long, Oh how long I can live my life this way? yeahhhh yeahhh You're about to see through & I don't know why, it's all that I can do It's a big lie, I'm hiding from you I don't love myself, how can I love you? ohhh. How can I love you? ohhh. How can I love you? nooooo. How can I love you?