My Love (The Sins of Thy Beloved)

I'm standing on the edge the edge of sanity all I feel is emptiness my mind will never mourn in peace After all the tears through all the years I'm still by your side in the land we cry after all the FIGHTS beyond the lies when you want the best if only I could have guessed I must admire my mind today ??? ??? ??? You will never understand my pain my suffering if only you could feel what your hate does to me my will to LIVE is weaker every day to behave you all right to close my eyes And now the time has come for me to face the end of my misery ??? ANGEL of mercy carry me away ??? you name it sadness you cannot explain the sign of ??? I TRIED so far to change I TRIED to realize ??? I know ??? All life must die my life still change or stop today all my dreams are lost