Gain (Course Of Nature)

A selfish act of decency I supplied you on the phone Faded past, lost memories You think it best if I go I kept you around for when I fall down I'll need you there for me Unto you, I'll give my heart But then you take it all away from me Leave it alone, while I'm pushing away I don't feel you close to me Taking away what's left in me Now I need to find a way I don't want to lose you, not before I change I don't need to use you, nothing more I'd gain I think I'm scared Of being here Take it all away