Numb (Faust Again)

For the very last time I'm looking through my own eyes As the Sun goes down (together) We say goodbye to this frozen world The star light up my garden of grief Perform the last rites as I'm sinking in the emptiness of thoughts Dark images sparkle in the sunbeams My heart lied low to avoid it's corruption No reason to oppose, to keep my forehead high My wrists are tied and swollen A puppet in the hands of wicked men Hanging like a tool they have the use of me My world could only decay in the course of time My knees hurt dragging along this hell of concrete I try to ignore my hopelessness The pointlessness of it all Somehow I know I'm gonna blend into this state I know that I'm dying now only to be reborn as a beast Senseless, callous yet stronger... I'm still feeling pain but it doesn't arouse any anxiety Trying to push aside all feelings Why can I not lose the burden of common sense? Are these our lives, what we are fighting for? We are shadows of shadows... But we shall not give up!