I'm Not Falling Down (Rattle Bucket)

EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME IS WRONG I´VE LOST MY DREAMS AND HOPE I´M LOST INSIDE, I KNOW I TRIED TO LIE MYSELF ABOUT TRUTH NOW I´M SO SURE THAT I I DON´T WANT TO BE LIKE SOMEONE WHO DIED ALIVE NO!!! I DON´T NEED REPLIES TO FILL ME I DON´T NEED IT FROM YOU NOW… NOT NOW… NOW MY HEART BLEEDS BUT I´M NOT FALLING DOWN THIS IS MY CHANCE TO GO NOW MY HEART BLEEDS AND I´M NOT LEAVING NOW THE WORLD IN ME IS STRONG NOW MY HEART BLEEDS EVERYTHING IS ALL RIGHT I WANT TO FIGHT WITH THEM NOW MY HEART BLEEDS BUT I WANT MY LIFE AND I HOPE FOR BETTER DAYS ALL THAT´S REAL INSIDE OF ME IS BACK I´M LOOSING DREAMS AND HOPE I´M LOST INSIDE AGAIN I´VE TRIED TO LIE MYSELF ABOUT TRUTH NOW I´M SO SURE THAT I DON´T WANT TO BE LIKE SOMEONE WHO DIED ALIVE NO!!! I DON´T NEED REPLIES TO FILL ME I DON´T NEED IT FROM YOU NOW… NOT NOW…