Morning Tea (Beware of Darkness)

I think my mother died today. Or was it yesterday? It’s hard to say. I found it odd, when she never came To bring my cup of morning tea. I think my girlfriend left today, Cos I forget her face when she waved at me. It’s such a plain face, It’s hard to see, But I think her name was Grace. All I want to do is disappear Into the darkness of my room. Come away, I am numb, You can be numb too. Disappear slowly, De-attach now, Slip into nothing, Nothing at all... Into the darkness of my room. Come away, I am numb, You can be numb too. Disappear slowly, De-attach now, Slip into nothing, Nothing at all. I went to buy some tea today, But couldn’t understand A single word He said to me. I could hardly breathe And I left without my tea. I met my counselor today, She said you got the grades for a college degree. Academic life is the one you bleed, Your futures looking bright. All I want to do is disappear Into the darkness of my room. Come away, I am numb, You can be numb too. Disappear slowly, De-attach now, Slip into nothing, Nothing at all... Into the darkness of my room. Come away, I am numb, You can be numb too. Disappear slowly, De-attach now, Slip into nothing, Nothing at all. All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear... All I want to do is disappear...