Spring Tides (Jeniferever)

You fall and you fall, eventually you get up. It hurts like hell but brings you to life. I didn't see this coming the end of all that was. Just lived the lie that what brings you rest cannot hurt you. It was summer and I hoped for more than the rut this place brings. All I got was emptiness that still haunts me. I lost a part of me and I lost my way but the pictures stayed to follow me to bed. What I'll see tonight I won't see ever again. There is no lighthouse or landmarks to guide me through. Your stories they are beautiful but they won't bring me back. There is no route written that I can take or someone that I can follow. Your stories they are beautiful but these troubled waters I have to cross alone. I try to hang on to the things that I know I used to, used to care for and the people that I know that I love. It goes some of the time but sometimes life just treats you too hard. When they find your body drifting to land at least you tried to find your way back home.