Heavy Thoughts (Trapped Under Ice)

Guilty of the vice that keep my wrong from right There was no one left to turn to in the middle of the night Nights I use to spend alone, and I spent in fear Fear is all I've ever known Can't bare the load of these Heavy thoughts weigh down on my head Look into the shadows but the dark has turned red to my dismay Everything I love is slipping away, slipping away from me I was always told that the world is against you Make no apologies just do what you got to do to get ahead Because the world would rather see you dead Wake up in the morning, grab my heart from the freezer It's grown a little cold and I have grown a little mean I force these thoughts in my head that challenge my sanity because a bitch ass heart will get broke in the street