Fuck What Fireworks Stand For (American Nightmare)

I just want the world to know - You've got me at an all time low. But I wrote the song that broke your fucking heart. I'm caught up in 'no sleep' and I nod my head with every tear but they're still drowning me. It's cold and I can barely see, and 5 AM is here again so hang your head with me. I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light. The faces blurred in with yours as I stumbled some words on life... I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light. And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends I quit life. "I can't believe that you're not dead" shrugged my shoulders, laughed inside, nodded my head. And I don't remember anything but seven songs of chances gone, that's all I know. Anytime you want to go, I'm ready to go. Nothing shines on "feeling old" this isn't right. All I want is a reason to smile before I'm dead, I'm dead, I live in denial. There's nothing left inside of me. You say there's more but I don't fucking care.