Shallow Pulse (Loss)

If you saw the darkness before death Life fading before it's last breath Then you would know If you saw life without hope, death without reason Then you would know Then you would know The meaning of fear Watching them live is killing me Living on my time Self sacrifice Worth the loss of life I would she'd infinite rivers of blood to paint a portrait of disgust with Yours Reveal your true colors, murder you and take back hope stolen from me To see your reflection, but only as skin deep To feel the shallow pulse of omnipotent sadness My ritual silent My ritual alone Alone Curtains I am closing Infinity drowned Darkness my crown Never to resist This is my sacrifice I close my eyes I'll make my fucking deathwish be real!