Selfobtained Paranoia (Blinded Colony)

Tearing, crawling under my skin Something behind me, something infront of me No-one there but still... The screams in my head The unseen stalker The growing nausea It's coming, I can hear it Blinded by absurdity Persecutied by fear, From a supremacy unknown I consign my life to the black Selfobtained paranoia, a constant feeling of fear Selfobtained paranoia a haunted world/death is final Forgive me father For I have... Praying for something non-existent Praying for help... No answer, No god Insomnia my everyday plague, ripping my hair off Cutting my veins This is my world of self destruction The screams in my head The unseen stalker The growing nausea It's coming, I can hear it Selfobtained paranoia, a constant feeling of fear Selfobtained paranoia a haunted world/death is final I find no solace in the eyes of your God I find myself obeying the wishes of my essence Searching inside my haunted soul Nothing, just empty darkness Immortality is the final target The immortality of non-existence... Selfobtained paranoia, a constant feeling of fear Selfobtained paranoia a haunted world/death is final