Enemies (InDirections)

So twisted up inside I begin to lose my mind My darkest of sins weigh down my faith I've isolated myself If only you could see how much this means to me Tired of hiding behind all your enemies How can I fight for you so you will stay? All you wanna do is just get up and leave You and me against the world Who was I to say I don't need anyone? Who am I to say I can do this on my own? I constantly think will I ever take on the shape of a man Building a fortress to not let others in Night after night pointing my head to the sky for answers But when I'm only hearing myself it's hard to believe I can do this on my own I wish you could see how much I tried I thought I was bigger than what I am All these miles that I've ran What do you see in me? Hiding behind these things that would keep you here with me If only you could see how much this means to me Tired of hiding behind all your enemies How can I fight for you so you will stay? All you wanna do is just get up and leave