A Thousand Times (Orpheus)

You've seen my smile a thousand times, And seen the wounds from which i've bled, This empty shell gets left behind, It's time to sever ancient times, It speaks to me like words from a book, A tale for which I died, Don't look to me for sympathy, You've shamed the words on which I thrive. Take note of me, as your dreams turn to despair, Find your solace in a place, devoid of all my thoughts, To the reaper I am slain, These razors tear within, I'll life a life of sin, to rid myself of this disgrace, My demons come to fall. Winning the battle, I leave behind, Discard the chaos, i am inclined, To seek a refuge, deep within my hate, These thoughts inside, it's that i ache, For a chance to execrate emotions I deny, To seek vengeance, these thoughts I cry, Alone at night I drown myself to sleep, I find it hard to move, A fire burns inside. Take note of me, as your dreams turn to despair, Find your solace in a place, devoid of all my thoughts, To the reaper I am slain, These razors tear within, I'll life a life of sin, to rid myself of this disgrace, My demons come to fall.