Black Box (Holocaust)

I reach out and touch the chill black face I get the thrill inside Curious desire; need to know What lies behind your walls Real world deserts me now Thoughts drift into emptiness Black box calling me again The time is now... Decide within The scream of fear... An agonizing dread Clings to me and shows me how the end will be The weight of time pulls me down Fear of pain beyond the walls Someone pull me back, someone... give me the will to get out of this Insane desire has me now I know it's where I need to be Alone again in dark despair Memory leads me back to simple times But where to go? -- but what to do? My thoughts continually flash Back to you