Floating (Pretty Balanced)

tommy and nathan were just two inseparable boys fond of rebellion and heresy and other noise they lived in a room in a school in the country somewhere without a care tommy liked smoking and laughing and messing around nathan liked sitting and reading not making a sound they loved each other like healthy teenagers should love someone else not like brothers but like lovers they had been told all their lives that these feelings were wrong they didn't dare tell each other the truth for so long but with every second it became less easy to bear taking this care they could hide plenty of things from their teachers at school they hardly ever got caught and they broke every rule but hiding something from each other was harder to do so well brushing hands a blushing matter what's the matter what's the matter what kind of world do we live in where two people can't tell each other they've fallen in love 'cause of what all the others would say what they'd do the exclusion the pain and stupidity isn't it tought when those one every ten have to suffer while everyone else can enjoy their free fucking in public why is it that even in this day and age they're beat down they can't just say i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you it came out eventually they both knew that it would stumbled and fast and the consequences weren't good loving together for sixty small seconds alone opposite sides of a big room nathan said "we'll never see each other again" maybe they won't maybe someday but god who knows when