Kreep (Chino XL)

I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser I wish I was special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep What the hell made you think the sun rose and set in your ass? Fast I remove you from my itinerary I tense you worry and exaggerate becoming jealous at the drop of a dime, wanting to kill all womankind You are a perfect ten with the perfect tan goddess Who could sell Evian to a drowning man, honest Trying to stay sane walking that tight rope I'm throwing you off the deep end you better pray shit floats You gave me chills to your mind when Beverly Hills make cleverly deals, and now you think you Brooke Shields Hated my foes, now you one of they one a day hoes Used to search my ass straight for weed I smoked some days before I'm crazy yo forever goin farther than just screwin em Making me feel like Joseph and Mary's hoein in Jerusalem Abusin em is how they wanna be treated they nosy too Should I just slap em like Scherazade told me to You just a tease and you play like I'm not in your league Capturing my mind claiming I'm your biggest fantasy I'm unattachin, what think you can spies me If I couldn't hear your words and only judge you by your actions Your love is sorcery, drowning in emotion poisoning me unfortunately your memory is haunting me I'm feeling pains, that I can't even describe But if I have to bitch you fuckin buried me alive Your love counterattacks, unrealistic terroristic acts Like the Oklahoma Federal Building I collapse I want her back, but I know that I can't force her Thinkin bout takin my own life like Marlon Brando's daughter I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser I wish I was special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep I'm back in town, stoppin it, makin perogative home She too far gone, provactive as Sharon Stone I'm feeling crucified by the very nails I Made and drove into myself, passed to the next guy Phones ringin in the middle of the night (Who's that? Nobody?) Your whole game is getting mad sloppy Meanwhile in my hotel lobby my hobby is removing groupies off my body It's getting cloudy, smoggy, visibility low, foggy Four and a half years, I screwed up once But this ain't your first time, don't be a dummy You got champagne tastes with fuckin beer money Fearing bummy we had ups and downs but managed Now the going gets rough, look how you vanished It proves that life is a comedian like Martin Short You standin next to me I wanna file a missing child report To find the girl we'd always planned we'd run away together Pray together had a child swore we'd stay together You had your chance shoulda been nice your game is deader than Vincent Price Giving up your ass like you Heidi Floess Fuck your pink cop crossing guard obsession You're half-dresses looking like a Soul Train scrambable contestant (bitch) In my arena, should I fight or just leave her Catch amenesia it's enough to make me catch a seizure Catch a breather, Chino do you even need her Should I take the three-eighty assassinate her like Selena? I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep Yesterday I seen someone who looked just like you She walked like you do, so I thought it was you But then she turned around confusing me Babyface couldn't bring no cool in me No Love Connection channel five no Chuck Woolery Us growing old together is what I envision You dealing with him, but let's not make no haste decision The mechanism is getting rusty, you won't trust me You claim when I blow up I'll leave you for some mono toiling busty I can't believe you placed this cock above me wrong I know you like a book but I just cannot find what page you're on Now you put you in the middle, your voice is just a riddle Say you want me back then change your personality like Cybill How hard I try, I just cry more With no reason to live, many to die for Now as I sit in a smoky bar the night about to end I'm passing time with strangers but this bottle is my only friend Across the room I see a couple with no cares at all Hugged up kissing reminding me of us before our fall High so full of hope and passion looking at her man The way you used to look at me when I just held your hand You gave me vast pain, to live in the fast lane I caught the last plane, to give you my last name I'm caught up, my family come first, that's how I'm brought up This tragedy's worse, than one I coulda thought up The couple stood up, I'm feeling drugged like I took Mescaline The couple I've been watching all the time it was her and him... I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser I wish I was special, you're so very special But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser You're so very special, I wish I was special But I'm a kreep... ...on Fantasy Island