Regression To Nothingness

Inborn Suffering

Storms
 Like a thousand needles
 Invading my head
 Thoughts
 Cannot reach
 The barrier of my mouth
 Mindless in motion
 Ghost amongst ghosts
 And so my reason...?

 Long gone
 In the consentual rush
 To nowhere
 To the night
 Ad noctum

 I don't want to see
 I don't want to feel
 Surging pain haunting me
 Relentless chimeras
 Biting my mind

 And I awake
 In sweat and howls
 Wondering
 Pondering
 Lingering
 What's happening
 To my being

 And I walk
 To no place at all
 Wondering
 Pondering
 Lingering

 At the heart 
 Of distress 
 Fear
 Withering
 Sobbing
 Are my companions

 The interstellar void
 Frightening
 Horrifying
 Takes hold of my very

 Curling as a child on the concrete ground 
 Denying the attraction to Nothingness
 I regress to the point zero
 What the religious book says
 Is not ashes to ashes
 It is eventually void to void... And stellar dust
 Period

 You shall fear the remembrance
 Of your own remains
 The Epitaph of your memory stone
 Cause there's no afterlife
 Just a cold hole

 Cosmic blackhole of your stupidity
 Never to get unveiled 
 Foolish beliefs for foolish people 
 A newer state of pain

 You are all actors of your own demise 
 The inscription in fetters of fire

 Life is not a story of wealth 
 It's only a Regression to Nothingness

 Storms
 Like a thousand needles
 Invading my head
 Images
 Cannot reach
 The barrier of my eyes
 Eyeless in motion 
 Wraith amongst wraiths
 And so my reason...?
 Lost

 The process Is on the way 
 Blind... Deaf... Quiet 
 The loss of my senses

 At last I feel what's coming 
 As my feelings vanish 
 In an Inexorable

 Helpless 
 Wingless 
 Fall 
 Nihil

 Worms of death
 Lead to the same 
 Grand Finale

 The commonness
 Of the human condition
 Regression
 Regression

 Little 
 By little 
 Step
 After dtep 
 The rot 
 Stinks 
 Anyway

 Willy
 Nilly
 The end
 Is the same
 Onward
 To Nothingness