Total Self-hatred

Totalselfhatred

Rip my heart to pieces
 tear my soul down to the ground
 for I am no more
 Rip my lifes to pieces
 see the circle's now done
 I float
 and I'm gone!!!

 Screamed so long for peace inside
 feel the pain rise every night
 and now as I in darkness dwell
 I wish I'd never be born!!!

 Blessing all these scars inside
 I walk those blood fields at night
 I hate with love from deep inside
 and turn the key to never be born

 Screamed so long for peace inside
 feel the pain rise every night
 and now as I in darkness dwell
 I'd wish I'd be never reborn!!!

 Screamed... for peace inside
 Pain... rise every night
 Paths... those bloody nights
 Hate... from deep inside