Living Hell

Until Rain

I woke up, where am I? 
Can’t remember a thing 
What do I feel? 
How did I come to this? 

Addiction, needles burning my skin, 
The lights around me are so dim 
The substance is in my blood. 
I feel it inside 

Oh sweet relief of death where are you? 
Release this dark chain from my heart 
Carry me with you 

Now I see, I finally understand 
What was lost, entering this cell? 
Dreaming of her, craving for the end... 
I wanna escape from living this hell 
This living hell 

Paralyzed, alone, 
Standing still 
I can sense the emptiness surround me 

Just because I can’t feel 
Doesn’t mean I don’t care 
Sitting in this dark and empty room 

Can’t move, can’t shed a tear 
Can’t breathe, I’m trapped in here 
My fragile eyes wide shut 
Drifting off this endless road 
This game for me is lost 

Now I see, I finally understand 
What was lost, entering this cell? 
Dreaming of her, craving for the end... 
I wanna escape from living this hell 
This living hell 

Gazing up at the vague sky 
The sun is setting on me 
But what an irony, God 
You are always smiling at me 

Can’t move, can’t shed a tear 
Can’t breathe, 
I’m standing still 
This is my own demise 
Never imagined it would end well