The Opening Taste (The Reindeer Section)

I never got to say goodbye It's harder now that your away I thought of so much more to say You listened to it as you left In other words couldn't hold my head above the water for long enough to hear your final wish is a lost cause to anyone who heard above the din I don't have time to dress it up and all my thoughts come out at once I loved you more than i could think of any other thing that hurts I will hold my head in the shame you dealt and it wets my skin as I fall right in with your conscience clear you can walk away take it easy dear on my swollen skull